So I guess the idea of this is to talk about the past. So I have decided to talk about racism and how it has affected me in my life. I grew up wih the word everyone fears. Our grandmother and uncle Jimmy used the word like it was drinking water. To me its just a word that people use to get under peoples skin. I feel us being black we should be stronger then the ones who want to down grade us or bring us down to their level. I was beaten and called the "N" word my whole child hood.
I remember one time my so called cousins turned the neighbors lights of and blamed me for doing it. I was beaten and beaten till I did not cry no more. Bj made sure I always had long hair, this was done to her advantage. It was easier to grab me by the hair and use it as a hammer to the wall.
I try to advoid talking about things that have happen to me in my life. I like to run from the past. Now it seems like we need to share this with the world in a blog. This will take me some time to get use too. I am not a writer nor do I like writing. So followers bare with Lil Brother as I need to get the motivation to actually express my feelings. Alot of my childhood has been blocked out. We all have had a rough childhood
some can relate most will think we just made this up. If you are reading this and find this hard to believe do your research and find the little girl locked in a closet. She is family!!! I will post again just give me time this is a difficult time in my life that really I dont like talking about.
LIL BROTHER
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